After 25 days I am going back to China and cherry is graduate, these days I am always thinking about next year, if next year cherry is not here what things I will do. Cherry is my best friend for real for for real, and some times she is a great older sister, she is really think about me, and help me a lot, sometimes I am tried and she just always having secret talk with me, most of times she is agree with me. I can tell next year I will go to California a lot. I just can not believe that the day we are not living together is coming so fast, can not belive that already is the last 25 days with her. I feel she already be one of my families, liked a real sister, we laugh together, we fight so many times, we share everything to each other. Really really can not belive these are the last 25 days live with her, I don't know why, I really just feel we are not gonna meeting each other anymore, haha, I know we will meet each other still but I really feel so sad about we are not living together. Just I know things are not as bad as I think but I will still feel so sad. I feel time just so fast, can not belive really cherry and me are not in the same area anymore.